day 25: hitting the road
soundtrack of the day:

0032 got back home finally. went out with couple of blokes. didn't get her a lot. i found mys

day 24: pump it up
soundtrack of the day: monkey wrench, foo fighters

2203 boring. jakarta is big B-O-R-I-N-G. like my mate at the office always say: "just another day in paradise!" paradise of nothing. missed her a lot today. not a lot of contact, but thought a lot. about what would happen when she come back here. what would it be like. luckily got some things to wrap up at work so i can take my mind off it. then afterhour, not knowing where should i go, i went to gym. just doing a bit of cardio and weight training. she knew i was on the gym, and she said i did a lot of training lately so i can show off in bali next january.. yeah rite..

day 23: hip hip hooray ceps!
soundtrack of the day: easy love, louie austen

0203 officeday sucks. luckily at after hour got some going out. went to pisa mahakam (where i spent some time with her before she left for a month, and it was heaps of fun as we discussed everything from a to z about what happened between me and her) with ceps, jes and arf just to see some bands: pure saturday and naif to play. had some pill called xanax(?). my bro invited me. drove ceps home then jes and arf came. ripped some tunes from ceps' laptop to mi ipod. poured some wine. ceps burpsday was on the 7th, so we kinda celebrated with her mums and sis. got some cake, wine then popped some weeds. kewl.. the three of us can't stop laugh til it was 0130. bollocks.. tomorrow's work day..

day 22: hey gymboy!
soundtrack of the day: karma chameleon, culture club

2156 addicted to the gym this week. after yesterday, today i had another. not much things done today. life's bo..o..o..oring. i need colours. i need lights. i need flashes. if only she could give me the colours i need and the lights i thirst. i've been thinking lately. just to unrationalised my mind. because i'm being a bit too rational. and i don't really like that. ok, it's good for the long term but sometimes being to old-fashioned is just bo..o..o..oring.

day 21: living an ordinary live
soundtrack of the day: burning, the whitest boy alive

2218 just got back from gym. another nothing unusual day. missing her, office routines from 8 to 5.. got another shot from "local" boss. damn they just can't give good impression of giving tasks. it's like throwing out the responsibilities to someone else. i'm losing my respects to them. sent some messages to her, asking whether she's okay. she said: "ya gitu.." which i didn't know what she actually meant with that. and she asked me whether i want to go to bangkok to watch radiohead. if i got another job which gives me some more dollars i'd go.. to spend some more time with her. am i addicted? obsessed? hope not those two..

day 20: matchmaking
soundtrack of the day: night on fire, VHS or beta

0021 didn't get to her much today. still, miss her much. woke up late and went with mi dad to west jakarta. then picked up mi childhood friend at a school fair and went to casa around 1800. invited ceps, tom and dan. intented to meet up ceps and dan. worked but don't know the next step. ceps came with her friends. tom like one of them. which is matched with me, ceps and ri to matchmake tom and her. haha. back to the fair on 2000, watched my friend's commercial-band. went to vin+ had wine, mi cousin's birthday. just got at home and realised that tomorrow's monday. i hate monday.

day 19: best party of 2006
soundtrack of the day: dust, recloose and louie vega ft. anane

0452 just got the greatest party ever throughout 2006. and guess what, i was sober for nearly four hours. good crowds, good friends and good music. i've never like embassy until today, only because the great louie vega gave the best performance i've ever seen. my day was okay, waking up around 1200 hung over. missed her so much but had no questions or negative thought so i think i'm pretty much okay these days. i hope she's too. because she always sleeps late until now. and i reckon she's on alcohol most of the nights. sorry to have this thought on you bubz, but this is just my feeling. i just hope you're okay, enjoying your time, have enough rest so that you're always in good body and soul condition. went to dinner with tom and another friend. found out that the other friend also used us for her advantage. and that made me think twice if i go with her (or her similar friends) next time. miss my bubz a lot, just sent her g'night message although it's almost 1000 hrs down in melbourne now..

day 18: heaps of fun (?)
soundtrack of the day: simple together, alanis morrisette

0417 just got back home from burgundy. got to know cynthia bella, cute celeb i adore. this guy aming introduced me to her. haha talking about looking up high the sky. my day was pretty simple.. daily routine at the office, missing my soulmate|bestfriend|... , sending messages to each other say hi and how are we doin. heard the tune simple together many times today. made me think, because i told her to hear the song. when she was getting married. although it wouldn' t be suitable with current condition, i still like simple together very much. but she really got into my mind together with the song. at the afternoon, i dropped my sister at celebs awards then i went out with couple of friends to ke'kuen watching this guy playing guitar singing some good tunes. then i went back picking up my sister and stucked at the awards' after party. although there were good ladies and wines, i feel lost somehow. i wonder why...

day 17: what's best
soundtrack of the day: nothing better, postal service

2243 kept in touch with her a lot today. i really need her support and pray for my test. and guess what, i think i didn't do very well on it. well at least i tried, prayed and asked her to pray for me hard. so if i don't pass the test, maybe this is what best for me that God had given me at the moment. i miss her a lot today. sometimes i think what she's doing to me nowadays and what i'm experiencing rite now is also what best for me. went to cousin's crib at dinner, she cooked nasi kebuli + grilled lamb + salad which were verrry good. yummm...